I must get ready to go out. More blog to follow...
Oh but before I sign off, this poem often comes to mind, I learned it by heart years ago.
So, so, break off this last lamenting kiss,
Which sucks two souls, and vapours both away;
Turn thou ghost, that way, and let me turn this,
And let ourselves benight our happiest day.
We ask none leave to love; nor will we owe
Any so cheap a death as saying, "Go."
Go; and if that word have not quite killed thee,
Ease me with death, by bidding me go too.
Or if it have, let my word work on me,
And a just office on a murderer do.
Except it be too late, to kill me so,
Being double dead, going, and bidding, "Go."
- John Donne -